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suppp!! Atiqa introduced me to her Rider friends at MacD. It's my babygirl's first day of work there yesterday and she wants us to accompany her while studying for the retest exams. Pity her, haha. Nazrah and Min joined us later on. As for today, there was nothing much that happened in school and also outside school. Mil, lerg, jai and hazirah met us at 331. And yeah, i'm not gg out today cos Mummy's angry and i'm really tiredd though. Start mugging!!!
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Everyone canceled plans for today. Not even slacking. Met new friend today, Razi. He was nice but can't fall for his words. I was so fucked up that i'm currently having fever. Dah hangover beh keje, lagi siket pitam sakk.. GrRrR!! Was planning to go to school tmr, but there's nothing really important that will be going on in school since exams over. Anyway i miss you Ezzul, teeheee!!!:)

Wah wah wah waaaahhhh piangeyyy!!! I dreamt about Faizal Isa siol last night. In my dream, i was around 20+ i guess and was getting ready to get married and stuff cause i was trying on a wedding gown and stuff. The funny thing is idk who i was gonna married with. So there were three couples too, i was shocked to see Faizal Isa calling out my name and asking me to take a photo of us together. We were wearing the same colour wedding suit. In that dream, it happened twice. I even slapped myself to see if i'm dreaming or not. Eventually it was just a dream, not reality. Hahaha, why do i even have to dream of him, other than anyone else? I am not even sooo obssessed with him whatttt.. Not crazyy for him.. Oh wells, it would be nice if it become reality. wooootzz!!! I have to sleep early today or else i will get tired easily. But now i still can't figure out how to go to compassvale? Phew!!

ya know whatt? I dont managed to get promoted to next year sec 4. Im wondering what makes my results this way, yeah maybe i was over confident about everything till i dropped. But it's not confirmed yet as the teachers will be having the promotion meeting this monday and they will decide whether or not i should re-take my exams and have another chance to get promoted and not retain. Gosh, i don't wish to mix around with those bunch of sec 2 peeps. Malu la pulok. Mummy was really mad when i told her bout my results... Nevermind, i'll try again the next time.
Should i meet them later? Haha guess not, tired liao. Anyways, chatted with Nina babyyy yesterday and told her about what happened, she explained to me already but still i'm not yet satisfied with the fact that i can't even be friends with him. It isn't that easy to let go of a friend whom i treasure so much eventhough it's not even a month that we knew. Oh wells, i can't do a thing bout it except just to be patient and wait to see what's gonna happen next. Will be meeting Ajan this Sunday cos he claimed that i'm missed and coincidently i'm working at Sengkang on Sunday. Pfft!! Supposedly, meeting Yazid on sunday cos he promised to meet me when i'm working but since we're not talking anymore and he's already in DB, i'm sure we're not gonna meet-up again..

Job hunting yesterday and swensens treat from Abby. Met the rest at tmart mac then. Today we got back our results and i'm not surprised about it cos i knew it would turn out this way. Passed only two subjects whch were Mother Tongue and English. They even told me that i've got higher chance of retaining again next year. But the teachers will just try their best to promote me to next year sec 4. There were Hiphop kind of stuffs in school this morning, it was so cool but not with the kind of attitude Eastspringians had. Omgg did i mention that the guy who did the B-boying is uber cuteee?? Haha!! True. Okay whatever.

I miss this guy up here so much u see..-why are u leaving when i started to fall for u, why not earlier? Why should it be now?:(